Dear dar(lin')
your mom (my friend) left a message on my machine
she was frantic
saying you were talking crazy that you wanted to do away with yourself
i guess she thought iŽd be a perfect resort because weŽve had this inexplicable connection since our youth and
yes theyŽre in shock they are panicked you and your chronic them and their drama
you this embarrasment us in the middle of this delusion
if we were our bodies
if we were our futures
if we were our defenses iŽd be joining you
if we were our culture
if we were our leaders
if we were our denials iŽd be joining you
i remember vividly a day years ago we were camping you knew more than you thought
you shoud knowyou said I donŽt ever want to be brainwashed and you were mindboggling you were intense
you were uncomfortable in your own skin you were thirsty
but mostly you were beautiful
if we were our nametags
if we were our rejections
if we were our outcomes iŽd be joining you
if we were our indignities
if we were our successes
if we were our emotions iŽd be joining you
you and i weŽre like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come about everything
we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds and never talk small and be intuitive
and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
we need to find like-minded companions
if we were their condemnations
if we were their projections
if we were our paranoias iŽd be joining you
if we were our incomes
if we were our obsessions
if we were our afflictions iŽd be joining you
we need reflection we need a really good memory feel free to call me a little more often