i'm searching for my god
to reach into his heart
and take what i know is mine
take a look at his face
tell me what you taste
when you put your tongue to his spine

this day it seems to me
like an endless dream
where i fall and never touch the ground
get a little closer now
so i can hear him growl
and drown in sweet sound

i'm searching for a face
i think it used to be mine
hidden from his lovely eyes
i will share no secrets
i will tell him lies
do what i need to survive

he's not so pretty anymore
'cause i am sober now
is that a hint of regret on his face?
it's been a lesson for me
but i'm still no wiser
i will walk back into his embrace