Not in the running
But this rain is nothing new to me anyway,
I see my reflection,
No where near who I should be.
The spirit is willing
but the anchors of my flesh still hold me down.
With every distraction
I lose more of who I should be.

[Chorus:]
many times to try
Before I realized
The flaws in my design
May i have to ask why?
Why'd you make me so weak?
I tried but I'm incomplete
Is this all there is?
All there is to me?

How many chances
At redemption do I think I'll ever get?
Keep changing my rhythms
for a shot at something more.
Miracles happen
So why do I feel like I'm being left behind?
It's still in my nature
To look for what I can't find.

[Chorus]

Is this all there is?
Is this all there is to me?
I should be all better now.
This is all there is to me.
I can pick myself up again.
Is this all there is?
I hope that one day
I will make a stand.
But right now
This is all there is to me.

No matter how I dream
I will never be complete.
Cuz right now this is all there is to me.
Yea right now this is all there is to me...