I thought I could fake this thing alright
Thought it could somehow get me by
Watching the doctors as they slide
Needles into my eye

Thought I could finally get around
Laughable symtoms keep me down
Faces I see all keep me blind
And now theyīre redemptionīs mine

Now that I canīt exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know thereīs no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought I might

As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what Iīm missing and into a detail they always go
Donīt believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often Iīm missing the spirit to fit in so call me out call me out

Thought I could soundly sleep tonight
positive clear and breathing right
Panic attacks panic attacks me now
seems like a fair redemption

Now that I canīt exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know thereīs no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought I might

As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what Iīm missing and into a detail they always go
Donīt believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often Iīm missing the spirit to fit in so call me out call me out

Now that I canīt exchange actions for words
Now that I found these inside fears the worst
Now that I know thereīs no place left to hide
Can I become all I thought I might

As the leaders who follow the path of whoever was standing round them
Call to say what Iīm missing and into a detail they always go
Donīt believe them but offer condolences under the circumstances
All too often Iīm missing the spirit to fit in so call me out call me out

I thought I could fake this thing alright
Thought it could somehow get me by
Watching the doctors as they slide
Needles into my eye