Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
Something I could never be will guide me to the new light
Frustrated
Sedated
I pray to myself

God, please
Don't take away from me
The only fucking thing
That I learned to believe
I am becoming the monster
You promised to keep him away
Now I feel like he's living in me!

Anyway, I could never ever be
What you think is right for me
Are things that I will not believe
I wanna start a new life
Get myself a sharp knife
Look into my own eyes
Kill things I don't like in me

But sometimes I feel OK and think I'm unique
But you always try to critique
And I turn my back on it anyway
Sucker, punk-ass motherfucker
I am loco
Te falta un poco
To get your ass in a choke-hold

Just kill me!
I can't breathe!
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn!
Come to terms!
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

I'm crying
I feel like I am dying, but I'm trying
I beg to myself, put my pride up on the shelf
Life is not forever
But if life will stay together
Then I would have a friend in my depression, have an end

But I've been thinking
Thinking always gets me into trouble
But since I have a double personality
It wasn't me, you see
'Cause I'm a refugee
And everything inside of me is just a part of my disease!

Just kill me!
I can't breathe!
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn!
Come to terms!
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn

Just kill me!
I can't breathe!
I am guiding myself right to the end
I can't learn!
Come to terms!
With the sickness that makes me crash and burn