Let me give you some insight into my insides
I haven't been this confused in such a long time
can't believe I've spent years just losing my mind
I can't believe that 10 years have really gone by
it's been a long time

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Had a plan for every year I've been alive
a million more I've built up inside of me
there's a million more that I have bottled up
and that I've fucked up

do you feel like the hard times are mountains you've climbed lying awake
it still feels like it's '89 it's been a long time

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those mindless days the plans that I've made
the countless mistakes all the times I've changed
through the years I faced all that's kept me sane
every single day

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