flooding the room
with my tune from the womb
to the holidays
there is no holiday

first double cross her heart
he wants to start a family
needing something to go on

if she werent writing in blood
she'd bring him her jokes
a new liver
and a shovel for the mud
if he were not knee deep in mud
he'd bring her his jokes
he'd get her a typewriter

if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away
if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away

nobody knows which street to take
he took the easy way
what was the easy way

first double cross her heart
he wants to start a family
she always thought she would not

if she werent writing in blood
she'd bring him her jokes
a new liver
and a shovel for the mud
if he were not knee deep in mud
he'd bring her his jokes
he'd get her a typewriter

if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away
if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away

first double cross her heart
he wants to start a family
her body is the baby

if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away
if this is the life
why does it feel
so good to die today
blue to grey,
grow up and blow away

blue to grey
brow up and blow away
blue to grey
grow up and blow away
blue to grey
grow up and blow away
blue to grey
grow up and blow away