I turned my head away
didnt wanna hear what you said
you had changed you mind

I showed up insecure
but i thought you would be sure
I guess i had a lost sight

but at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
ill know that my life was good
at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
see i went after you like i should
i went after what i wanted
i went after what i wanted
and i never really got it
but it dont matter at all

i guess it was a lot
to ask for those things we'd lost
i guess it was just a dream

and time changes many things
but my heart is still singing
for you, i dont know why

but at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
ill know that my life was good
at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
see i went after you like i should
i went after what i wanted
i went after what i wanted
and i never really got it
but it dont matter at all

I thought i'd spend my last days
holding your hand
now how am I, since he's lying dead

but at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
ill know that my life was good
at the end of my life
on the bed of my life
see i went after you like i should
i went after what i wanted
i went after what i wanted
and i never really got it
but it dont matter at all

everything else i lost it
i went after what i wanted
i went after what i wanted
and it dont really matter
it dont matter at all
it dont matter at all