It's gone, the safest escape, no trace of recognition

I spot some fragments but it's too distant

I feel it burning close, there's no difference

Afraid to let you inside but it's just too persistent



When I inhale to scream, I feel no strength in my body

I feel numb and weak, I've lost again

Sometimes I'm afraid to try and sometimes try is all

I can do, afraid to connect, to reach joy



What was the lowest price that I could possibly pay?

I shudder to reflect on it, I try to let it fade

It's coming on again, too strong to deny

Breathe and make another try



How do we define strength to carry on?

I haven't lost my faith, I'm still strong