Now I can take in, everything I know
realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be,
I can never change anything I've done
because its the only thing I have left,
blame myself again, for what I didnt do,
never really knew it was coming for me
to change the way I felt, the worst is yet to come,
becuse I have gone too far now.

Nobody Nobody could change my mind
and it leads me to a new disease,
somebody somebody has bled and died,
but it still becomes a new disease

is this all worth what this has done to me
watered down my senses and turned them on me
fuck who i hate and everything i know
if i didnt hate this then i coudnt go
impersonate myself, for what i used to be
denial is all thats left now

(chorus)

teething in my head , im suffering instead,
i cant remember why this meant so much to me
Go! did i ever want it, its all i coulda been, its all i woulda been

(chorus)

But it still becomes a new disease