"14 Days"

my day begins with a sigh as i slowly feel awake.
then it's off to work thinkin how much shit i have to take
it's been two weeks since i've had a smile upon my face.
i miss the days when all i know fits in it's place
14 days i killed myself alone,
tried so hard to understand
i'll never forgive you my world came crashing down
as if i stood aside
and watched all the monsters in my head
control everything i feel
i can see the door that traps me in this place
i can see my way outta here
but i just can't find the key.