red eyed wonder why and how

i thought you would've left by now

so these thoughts can expire

so bow and reintroduce

what years labored to produce

these habits make it hard to shake you loose

because i don't know, i'm resisting

but you seem to go on existing

in the back of my head, can i do it again?

will you come back my friend?

hair brained

hover in my head

still and small the things you said

but reason speaks much louder

i think we've been here before

you know what i'm asking for

if you would but grant

my terms i can't ignore

i remember too clearly

too recent to forget

maybe i'll come around

but not yet