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Did you ever think I would find out, guess i never thought you'd be like this so self absorbed. How could I finish this with so much hate, wasted time on my mind and I just can't break it. I can feel it growing in my mind, countless hours leaving us behind, what was said, what was done, i'd never wish this shit on anyone. We're gonna fall away and burn this to the ground, we've got a choice to make, and turn this shit around and if you're on your own, look into the sky, all alone, don't let it eat you alive. So many sleepless nights never knowing what would come of this, as soon as you walk back into my life. You think i care, i never cared, i'll die before I see your fucking face again. You know you had your chance. It's not the first time that i've seen this shit, it's like i'm falling no direction and i'm getting sick of it. This song is a personal reflection on a series of events in my life, from a different perspective. The song is about a relationship I had with a girl, which after a series of bad decisions, turned into one of the most difficult situations in my life. I thought to accurately describe the situation and all the emotions involved, it had to come from her point of view. When I wrote this song I was taking a lot of abuse from her family and also my own family as she was very close to my mother. I guess at the time I just felt horrible, isolated, and hugely responsible for the whole situation, so I thought the idea of the song would suit my mood at the time. The song is very personal and directly relates to that period of my life, and if taken the right way could be a valuable lesson for anyone who hears it. |