Chrysolite - ..and on your doorstep i left roses Song Lyrics

i thought you cared on our last day
i was wrong
no one will ever know about the dirty games
that we played.
ill take a plane out of here on monday.

now as the ferris wheel spins for me
i hate the view
the lonely carousel is boring
i run out to no sign of you

i never left you
you broke me from the start
you never meant to
tear my life apart
i never wanted all your sympathy
but thats all you'll get from me

and on your doorstep i left roses
for you to find
as this theme park finally closes
a smile, it lights up the sky

now i write letters in the dark
im afraid of who you are
im stupid, im selfish, im a mess
i have built an understanding
that when i wake
ill be forever alone in this bed.