Deaf Havana - I Will Try Song Lyrics

So I guess the table's turned
For the first time I can't find the words
To apologize for all the poor decisions
And the lessons that I never learned.
'Cause I've got friends that have lost their father
And they're much stronger than me
I know people who live their lives in the shadow
Something that they're trying to be

And I will try my best to find a smile
And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid

And it's time that I was clear
Of all the negativity that I hold so dear
I lost my sight for far too long
To take my mind off all my fears
But I found my way again

And I will try my best to find a smile
And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid

We will try our best to find a smile
And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
We will try our best to find a smile
And we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid
This time
[x2]

I need to set aside my ways
And figure out all the things I have to change.