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[Intro] Alot of fathers just you know up and leve there kids when there babies man and alot of mothers say hes a deadbeat or he was never a father to you maybe thats true one thing i know is there is never an excuse to run away from family when there in need...(echoes) [Verse 1] Alright listen see when i was just a baby my dad didnt want nothing to do with me never changed one diaper just wasted his money on fake jewelery didnt want me until i was fourteen fifteen skipped sixteen now im seventeen and brought back into the house with the only lady that was ever really there for me my momma i love you mom as much as you piss me off no one will ever steal the love that i have for you no matter how poor we are i could never love anyone more than family and thats the truth hey mom remember your ex the one ho used to beat me you and my brother until i finally stood up and released my anger when i just use to bottle it up deep inside me well the top popped off some shits about to jump off forget this song see im pissed now go ahead hit them again see if i dont knock your ass out ill hit you so hard ill knock your lights out then pull my gun out pistol whip you until your entire brain falls out man i may flow like a butterfly but i sting like a pissed off bee what can i say this is the real Lil Shade whos been locked up bottled up deep inside me so follow me listen memorize and sing it with me [Chorus] My momma was always there for me i just wanted my dad to see how it could really be but he left me alone you see my dad was never there for me will somebody tell me please why did he leave his family (I SAID) My momma was always there for me i just wanted my dad to see how it could really be but he left me alone you see my dad was never there for me will somebody tell me please why did he leave his family [Verse 2] So you see personally i dont know why my father left me one thought maybe he really did care only his pockets were empty on second thought maybe it was too much responsibility maybe he didnt want nothing to do with me maybe even hated me it probably was he though i wouldnt remember him or anything but what i do remember is my mom suffering watching listening and sometimes even joining in with her crying because she didnt have any money to make me happy and provide the things she wanted for me but most importantly she didnt need the money or the things i needed to make me happy we could have been living in a cardboard box on the corner of seventeenth street as long as i was with her i could have always been happy because it was just us nobody else i had all of your love i wanted to keep you all to myself and see where it got us a nice little place in the subarbs a fourteen year old little brother that looks up to me i got a precious two year old little sister in my life shes a princess her name is haley just remember haley your brother loves you baby were family now listen closely as i break it down and proceed to let all you people know who i really am on the inside of this washed up white trash lonely body so lets all sing [Chorus] My momma was always there for me i just wanted my dad to see how it could really be but he left me alone you see my dad was never there for me will somebody tell me please why did he leave his family (I SAID) My momma was always there for me i just wanted my dad to see how it could really be but he left me alone you see my dad was never there for me will somebody tell me please why did he leave his family [Outro] Ha Ha Ha i guess thats just the way i feel i love you mom this is new shit YEA whats up chris? (Whats up Homie) whats up baby? (Hey Baby) i love you girl (i love you too) YEA 2005 Hotline Records yo lets go |