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Dear God, I'm trying hard to reach you Dear God, I see your face in all I do Sometimes it's so hard to believe in Dear God, I think it's time we had a conversation These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing I think about this life I live and all the shit I'm facing More secrets in my mind than a free mason I get lonely at times And then I write these rhymes I'm only human, I wanna hit the club and fuck a dime But I know that's not the answer to my problems Lord help me solve 'em Disintegrate and dissolve 'em Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next Contemplating the sex While I think about my ex Am I wrong? yeah, dear God am I wrong? Uh uh (Dear God) Dear God tell me am I wrong For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns Fans telling me I'm the greatest But I never hear 'em Cuz I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering Demons whispering in my ears but no I never fear 'em People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him I just wanna spread positivity through lyrical ability They call it selling out but I just call it versatility yeah, it's my life, my wrongs and my rights My battle, my songs and my fights Now everybody wanna come around? Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down Not a single one of you mother fuckers believed in the brand And extended a hand And now you wanna be my man? I think not, you're quick to shape shift like ink blots The real deal and we cut classics no fillers What about the time I was 9 and my momma almost murdered me Don't think I forgot that shit it still burdens me Her bare hands tight around my throat "I can't breathe!" I screamed "I can't breathe momma!" Don't you want me momma? Don't you love me momma? what the fuck Where was you there God tell me now How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how? Why you let me live, but let another die? Why you drown my tears, but let another cry? I gotta know Set to detonate I gotta blow that shit for show I used to wonder why in the hell you would make me suffer But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher I get up when I'm down Had enough, almost drowned When shit rough, I get tough And when I'm beaten to the ground I get up Yeah I get up yeah I get up when I'm down Had enough, almost drowned When shit rough, I get tough And when I'm beaten to the ground I get up Yeah I get up get up |