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Artist : Lucy Diamonds Ft. Haze Album: Poor Dream Redemption [. Verse 1 .] C'mon hunny Now it's 8:30 in the morn Time to get ready for somethin' that we aint did before Layed your clothes out, briefcase by the door God it's hard to carry on, now that he's gone Im looking at his never worn baby blue unicorn uniform As I still morn, my son was still born An I still scorn doctors in East Orange Now my baby's barried in a backyard in baltimore An I lay next to an empty basinet Got your name on the side, trace it with my index It's a reflex the thinkin' of you An I cant believe how time flies, now you'll be two There should be pictures on doors an the walls These halls are just another part of the room You never came home to. Singin' that slow tunes, it's so sad but it's true God took you back, before we ever got to know you [. Chorus .] I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back [. Verse 2 .] I remember your daddy and I, were so nervous Pickin' up the EPT after sunday service Prayin that the teststripe would turn out blue, and it did On that one fine afternoon You'll never realize it but, I had so many plans When I found out I was quick to call your uncles an aunts We even traded in the roadster, and bought a sedan That's when you're daddy matured, I watched him turn to a man You're daddy started singin' to my belly, it was so cute Breakin down for you, those lullaby's an melody's Went to Barn's and Noble, an bought that book What to expect when your expecting, everypage we look Thats' when I quit my job, to spend time off my feet So I can focus on my cravings, sour an sweet I was already in love, an I would love you forever And it was only the first trimester [. Chorus .] I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back [. Verse 3 .] I begin broken down, lookin' at your ultrasound Boy or girl it didn't matter, we were so proud So we decorated your room in yellow pastels As well of, either one wound up with a son Or so we thought, until your due date Two weeks late, an my water didn't even break But labour preparations, lead to complications Nine hours later, Ready for an operation It was scary when I went under cesarean Had my son for one day, then I had to bury him Hours I stayed putting flowers on the grave Now it's two years later, still putting flowers on the grave I get choked up with nothing to say Except I love you baby, and I'll see you next May I get choked up with nothing to say Except I miss you Happy Birthday. [. Chorus .] I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back I don't know what to think, I don't know what to say All I know is I think about you everyday I don't know what to feel, don't know how to react All I know is I'll never ever get you back I don't know what to think Don't know what to say But I know I'll think about you everyday I Don't know how to feel How to react All I know is I'll never get you back Ohh... |