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You called yesterday To basicallly say That you care for me But that you're just not in love Immediately I pretended To be feeling similarly And led you to believe it was okay To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me Well, I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath a disguise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry So what do you do When somebody you're so devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride And sing "I Will Survive" Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"? Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down Break break down, steady breakin' me on down (rap) It'll break ya down Only if you let it Everday, crazy situation's rockin' my mind Tryin' to break me down But I won't let it (forget it) I been feelin' like you breakin' me down Kickin' me round, stressin' me out I think I better go and get out And let me relieve some stress Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain Hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain, rain, rain Lord, I just will not maintain Oh yeah, often feel the pressures y'all But never the less crazy won't fall It's over, it's endin' here Well I guess I'm trying to be Nonchalant about it And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind Underneath the disguise of a smile Gradually, I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel And I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal The fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise Till I go home at night And turn down all the lights And then I break down and cry [3x] |