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"once i stood on the brink as i had done many times before and when i finally stepped across i'd thought it through wanted no more but it hurts me now as it did then to think i'd never hurt again when i think of that september day it's no mere memory for i am there a slow dawning that this was wrong a wasted life just thrown away the lights dwindled the sounds echoed and i had changed my mind but i thought it was too late for me and as the dark crept in i was screaming inside i wanted to live i wanted to change i didn't want to leave here wanting more and all the things i hadn't done, would never do seemed so completely wonderful and everything in the world seemed so beautiful i could not remember what had been so bad to come to such an end dear god i have not finished here what have i done but it's too late and i thought how stupid shameful wasteful useless pointless selfish foolish but i thought it was too late for me and as the dark crept in i am screaming inside i want to live i want to change to start over i screamed it out loud i will live i will not die i will not die i will not die in this way in this place wanting more" |