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And breathin's overrated Stormchasin' and its gettin' later I used to love her now I hate her shes a brain-raider Fallin' in a crater Of lost memories I'm so out of hand That I dont even fuck with me I'm goin' trippin' drunk and slippin' Sleepin' in ditches Switchin prescriptions Bangin' a random whore and itchin' I dont give a flyin' feces I ain't one with the human species Slappin the nurse tryin' to up my CC's I fall apart Take all my pain turn it to art Blowin' up a K-Mart and blame it all on Mozart Fuck, I'm surprised I got a deal Every two hours I take a pill That's where I'm at, It's all surreal I got imaginary friends An imaginary life, An imaginary wife, And a real knife Outta here by next weekend Hung over on the dresser with my brain leakin' And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery I think im losin' my mind I'm whacked out on Jack and blacked out Trapped in a crackhouse full of d-d-d-d-d-doubt I got guilt to the hilt I fight tears and fears Been out for 10 years Hit a big bump up off the mirror Find me at www dot I came to trouble you dot Come here mothafucka take your best shot Suicidal, got a lot of demons to fight I'll probably sit in a chair and put my mouth around a rifle I feel abused to lose the blues I'll bring my booze I'm in the who's who's And dope fees and floozies in the land Preparin for news These niggas are never choosy The morning sun is like a sledgehammer to my forehead And I'm barely here (here) Look in the mirror every day and slowly dissappear Been through a million and 67 emotions in my short career Riddles I fear Staggered out in the street and fall off a pier, awww fuck it And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery My heartbeat is racin' Even though I'm standin still I cant stop stormchasin' I stole a shell casing So close to overdose the light of day hurts my eyes Wishin my death to be a surprise My life should be more Than four walls and a floor But thats all that is mine God give me a sign Cause I'm tryin'and dyin' at the same time I'm not hesitatin' Just waitin' Heck yeah comin' with a flurry And like the spice up in you throat I get you chokin' like that curry Somethin' bout the police and them lights that get me worried Made a lap up on that bastard in a hurry Flyin' from the spirits so I got a story The dude that taught me how to rap was Ray Murray It's all a can still its filled with no glory Top the killer red out at 2:30 And I run away From the light of day I am not okay My soul's a misery |