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Every morning while the world is waking Iâ??m still up and shaking, holy god itâ??s a new day Another chapter and a new affliction filled with fraud and fiction, The conviction death for sure I feel sick catch my breath, and its gone This is it this is death just hold on Then everythingâ??s fine The panic it passes And I feel a little crazy I was so afraid I die for some foolish reason and I donâ??t know why But I do know it sounds corky and queer And I know that itâ??s hard to relate to my fear You think go get some air get a drink and a spine And get out of your mind ohhhhh Iâ??ve lived my life like this for god know how long, some things always wrong The song goes on and on and on Cause if you can catch it than Iâ??m sure Iâ??ve caught it or at least Iâ??ve thought it Aids got it cancer got it TB got is bird flu got it sars not got it But Iâ??ll get it yet Give me pills give me blood give me bed Nothing helps all this shit in my head Then everythingâ??s fine Birds sing in blue skies And everyoneâ??s happy everybodyâ??s at peace But me, Iâ??m locked in a closet surfing web MD And I know its all nuts; I know that itâ??s true I ask myself whatâ??s the matter with you Go get yourself help, get a shrink youâ??ll be fine And get out of your never mind Stop and look at yourself. What are you doing? did you? Never mind This talking to yourself like this This pills This problem This pity Somebody please Get me out mind I want to look to the future Wanna go buy a calendar Iâ??ll actually use Then how, wanna plan a vacation for six months from now Wanna go and subscribe to a good magazine Plant a garden and thrive and exit the scene Wanna find me a guy who will never ask why I hold him so tightly with every goodbye And then Iâ??ll be so happy I just might die |