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Staring off into space smoking more than I should Staying out of the race hiding from the neighbourhood Looking out through the cracks catching glimpses of life I touch the past when I look back like it's the edge of a knife Playing to the crowd of one as I cuss my demons out For the things that I have done to put my future in doubt Feeling poison eat me up from the fun I thought I had Before I knew that lady luck could turn stark raving mad And I'd give anything for twenty years ago And what I knew today about saying no I'd give anything for twenty years ago I'd never live the dreams that made this nightmare grow Hardly leaving this place once a month for the news That I shouldn't have much faith and my bill is overdue My phone rings every now and then but I never pick it up Don't want to talk to old friends who are up on their luck |