I've lived this day a thousand times it won't go away

And all I can see are the eyes of people I will never be

And it makes me ill the way

You love me still

I can't decide if You're the missing piece buried in my mind

Immersed in sand I try to reach try to take Your hand

And it makes me ill the way You love me still

I think back to the days I was around

And it brings me down to a place I've never been

I think back on a picture of a child and dream awhile

All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking heart

Solace came with a drop of blood and a taste of shame

When You took my turn You struck a match and You let it burn

And it makes me ill the way you love me still

I think back to the days I was around

And it brings me down to a place i've never been

I think back on a picture of a child and dream awhile

All the more I miss Your perfect ever shaking heart