It's slowly turning inside out
It's breaking down from here
This makes me want to scream and shout
Can't wait to disappear

Inside/Holding on, Holding out, Holding in everything
I feel like I'll lose my mind
I'm standing beside myself
Wake up you're wasting your life
Don't wave goodbye

You're working your way outside in
You swear that you can steer
You play the game but not to win
Only leave to reappear

Inside/Holding on, Holding out, Holding in everything
I feel like I'll lose my mind
I'm standing beside myself
Wake up you're wasting your life
Don't wave goodbye

Break down
I'll dedicate myself to changing this time
We could suffer all in style
Break out
I'm tired of all this rehabilitation
Let's go make it all worth while

And I am holding this inside
Sometimes I'm not sure I could try
It just feels safer if I hide
I don't waste time by asking why
Maybe I could change some day
I got nothing much now to say
I can't stop shaking and my body's aching
I'm so close to breaking down this time

Inside/Holding on, Holding out, Holding in everything
I feel like I'll lose my mind
I'm standing beside myself
Wake up you're wasting your life
Don't wave goodbye

Break down
I'll dedicate myself to changing this time
We could suffer all in style
Break out
I'm tired of all this rehabilitation
Let's go make it all worth while

Must have some reason to smile