My misery has enjoyed company
And although I have ached, I don't threaten anybody
Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you (you)
Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to.

I've tried to be small
I've tried to be stunted
I've tried roadblocks and all
My happy endings prevented.

Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do.

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
Fear of bigness and ensuing solitude.

I could be golden
I could be glowing
I could be freedom
But that could be boring.

Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you.

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
Fear of bigness and ensuing solitude.

This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down
Under the covers 'til the terror of the unknown is gone (gone).

I could be full
I could be thriving
I could be shining
Sounds isolating.

Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do.

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
Fear of bigness and ensuing solitude.

Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude
Fear of bigness and ensuing solitude.

(I tried to be small
I tried to be stunted
I tried roadblocks and all
My happy endings prevented.)

(Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do.)