One day, I'll find relief
I'll be arrived and I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to
be friends.

One day, I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened and I'll be married with children and maybe adopt.

One day, I will be healed
I will gather my wounds; forge the end of tragic comedy.

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete.

One day, my mind will retreat
And I'll know God
And I'll be constantly one with Her; night, dusk, and day
One day I'll be secure, like the women I see on their 30th anniversaries.

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete.

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous and torturous
But never done.

One day, I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith-filled
I'll be trusting and spacious, authentic and grounded, and whole.

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete.