My foundation was rocked
My tried-and-true way to deal was to vanish
My departures were old
I stood in the room shaking in my boots.

At that particular time, love had challenged me to stay
At that particular moment, I knew not to run away again
That particular month, I was ready to investigate with you
At that particular time.

We thought a break would be good
For four months we sat and vacillated
We thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts
That were abounding.

At that particular time, love encouraged me to wait
At that particular moment, it helped me to be patient
That particular month, we needed time to marinate
In what "us" meant
At that particular time.

I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
And yet I wanted to save us, high water or Hell
And I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
And in the meantime, I lost myself
In the meantime, I lost myself
I'm sorry I lost myself
I am.

You knew you needed more time
Time spent alone with no distraction
You felt you needed to fly
Solo and high to define what you wanted.

At that particular time, love encouraged me to leave
At that particular moment, I knew staying with you meant deserting me
That particular month was harder than you'd believe, but I still left
At that particular time.