The door slams I wake up
Another illusion I have made up for this
I cry, I swept away every tear that I've cried
And I swear this was your choice
So save me from falling with the sound of your voice

Are you lonely? Do you hold back?
Will the road ahead keep you on track?
I know what you made was real for
But I can't help to die just a little bit more

I'll miss your every moment
And I can't hold it, and I swear
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye

So here goes my last chance
I'm a hopeless romantic and I don't understand
Why you won't, why you wanna show
Your dangerously, into me, and it's tragic so pathetic
I'm in love with you and you just don't get it

So when you lay your head at night do you think of me?
Do you think it's right to leave me here to kick myself
To hate myself for all that I've felt

I'll miss your every moment
And I can't hold it, and I swear
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness
I can't say goodbye, say goodbye

So I sit here finding a way
Surrounded but still lonely
Your absence here doesn't help

It doesn't help 'cause every time I look to you
A mild depression comes screaming through
I don't know myself, we don't know ourselves

So make me this promise, yeah?
Say it with an object tone
Emotion feeling, can't stop spinning
Just keep breathing, say you need me

I'll miss your every moment
And I can't hold it, and I swear
I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness

I can't watch you go
Why'd you go?