I hate myself,
More than I ever let on,
I'm burnt out, at 22,
I live too fast, and I love too much, and I'll die too young,
But I chose this cup that I drank from,
Knew what I was getting into,
But I couldnt let out what I had to keep in,
I'm ashamed of myself, and unspeakable sin, that I've commited and...

I've made mistakes,
But I'll find my way,
No explanation for,
The things I've failed at before,
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned. (Of the damned.)

If I only had an axe,
I'd sever the ties that I've made with the world.
Maybe I can be a stranger,
In a strange place.
If I start now maybe I can be safe.
If I only had a mask,
I'd cover these bleeding eyes.
They're bloodshot now, but they'll be black by dawn.
If I wake up now I can be pure again.

I've made mistakes,
But I'll find my way,
No explanation for,
The things I've failed at before,
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned.

Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.
Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.
Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.
Look at me now, I'm on the tracks with my back towards the last train leaving town.

I've made mistakes,
But I'll find my way,
No explanation for,
The things I've failed at before,
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
(Through the tortures of the damned.)

I've made mistakes,
But I'll find my way,
No explanation for,
The things I've failed at before,
They can't hold my hand.
It just hurts to be a man,
Through the tortures of the damned. (Of the damned.)