did you ever look at me
only too see my eyes?
was it too deep and too heavy
for you to work me out?
am i just someone
you used to hold?
am i someone
you don't wanna know?

should i hate you
after what's been?
the misery you fed me
of how you misled me

it's a shame you never bothered
it's a shame you never took the time
but i'm as guilty as you
still holding on
still holding on

did you ever listen to me
when i spoke the truth?
was i something you had to do
when you forgot to call me?
am i that someone
you'll never miss?
am i someone
who shouldn't exist?

should i dispise you
and all of your lies?
the pain you gave me
the way you left me

it's a shame you never bothered
it's a shame you never took the time
but i'm as guilty as you
still holding on
it's a shame you never loved me
it's a shame you couldn't treat me right
but i'm a fool just like you
still holding on
still holding on

i still reach for you in my empty hours
i still reach for you in my empty hours

it's a shame you never bothered
it's a shame you never took the time
but i'm as guilty as you
still holding on
it's a shame you never loved me
it's a shame you couldn't treat me right
but i'm a fool just like you
still holding on
still holding on

did you ever look at me
only too see my eyes?
was it too deep and too heavy
for you to work me out?