My life might be different but at least I can say

I trust my own rules and I trust my own way

Don't judge me by the way I feel

My thoughts are genuine my life is real

I don't know why I don't make a big deal

Sometimes I wish I could run away

When I wake up every morning

Every single day

The sun is still shining but my sky's still gray

And I don't know what to think

Everything that's been said and taught to me

Fades away like a somber symphony

And I don't know how to feel

I listen to what I've been told before,

but it doesn't seem to work anymore

And I don't know what to do

Sleepless nights and hopeless dreams

Out of reach is how things seem

And I don't know what to think

Another time, another place

Having thoughts I can't erase

And I don't know how to feel

Just hold on, I'll meet you there

It'll work this time I swear

And I don't know what to do