Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do
But I'm running on empty
My options are few

You know that I did the best
The best that I can
But I've done hit rock bottom
My time is at hand

Yeah 'cause I lost my job
My bills are gettin' bigger
Got a cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too f*cked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

You know that I never meant to hurt anyone
And I'll face the consequences for all the things I've done
Lord sometimes I wonder
If you're even there
'Cause my burden's back breakin'
It's more than I can bare

Yeah 'cause I lost my job
My bills are gettin' bigger
Got a cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too f*cked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

'Cause I lost my job
My bills are gettin' bigger
Cryin' baby
'Bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit
Ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
I can't keep a job
I'm too f*cked up
DHS about to take my kids
Tryin' to get well
I keep gettin' sicker
Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Got me sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger

Sittin' in the parkin' lot
My finger on the trigger