Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it
And you'll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

I guess you'll never bother
Looking back
Call me up to say your last goodbye

Did you think that I could just let you go?
I wish I could've said the words still
To save you

Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it
And you'll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide

How could you leave us behind?
I was only a boy
And you made mother cry
So I bury my grief far below, deep inside
What else could I do?
You're gone and it's true
We saved your life, cuts like a knife

It's always hard to leave the past behind
I hope someday I'll get the chance to, to tell you

Now I'm without you and I just can't hide it
And you'll never know anything that I feel inside
You know I still love you, but I stay divided
'Cause I always hated your suicide
I always hated your suicide