In a room, darkened

Full on my suicide notes

On the walls..

In the ceiling..

Covering the floor..

Every corner saying goodbye

cursing this world

hailing death

As I stagger

in this world

and the one beyond

The words of the notes

Form faces, grotesque

Demonfaces, horned and mocking

Staring at me

Laughing at me

Screaming in my mind

Elder scriptures

Tongue of demons

Written and carved

all over my skin

Written to summon

those creatures in blasphemy

Deny Heaven

and walk the way to blackness

In the last momets

"odo cicale Qaa; sodoreje

Iape sodirejo Noro Mada, hoathahe Saitan!"

and the demons

rip me apart...