wait a minute

let the blood begin to flow once again

last stroke of pleasure then the suffering is ready to begin

i hope you dont think this is all just to waist your precious time

you might have a change of heart, once you find out what i have in mind

i never wanted to be part of your world

i never was part of the fabric of your world

now hold your breath and take it in to such a dark and secret place

then let it out and suck it up and swallow everything you taste

spread it wide and feel the rapture of a thousand angels songs

i tap the roof, might leave a scar, but never meant you any harm

i never wanted to be part of your world

and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled

i never was part of the fabric of your world

and im so sick of it that my blood has curdled

i dont have a fucking thing that anyone could take from me

except my worthlessness and rage

except to share my suffering

and i dont need a fucking thing

except someone to share this pain

what do you fucking want from me

its only heartache i bring

if it feels wrong to live

if it feels right to die

then we will say goodbye