My lips they tremble from this silence
But I'd rather chew on razorblades
Than speak the words I want to say

Don't tell me you are sorry
I see this thing all too clearly
Now we're past apologies
I just want you to bleed like me

I should have known but I never thought you would do this to me
It hurts, laugh now that I know the joke was on me

And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would have made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry but the lies you hide
Were rotting your insides

My stomachs got this aching feeling
Thinkings got the best of me,
Brought out the worst for all to see.

This feels like everybody knows a secret I don't
These malicious grins and whispering
A vicious plot to kill what's left of me

And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would have made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry but the lies you hide
Were rotting your insides

They'll never know cause we'll never tell
Your secrets safe with me
I'll never let it out
They'll never know

I should have known but I never thought you would do this to me
It hurts, laugh now that I know the joke was on me

And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would have made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry but the lies you hide
Were rotting your insides

And it makes me sick to think about all those dirty things
And the pictures in my head
You should have slit my throat instead
It would have made more sense
We wouldn't have this mess
The blood would dry but the lies you hide
Were rotting your insides

My lips they tremble from this silence