I was searching for something I could not describe

So I stared at the sun till the tears filled my eyes

Well, I thought I was empty so I paid the cost

But now that I'm found I miss being lost

Well, I opened my heart and I let Jesus in

With the promise that I would be free of my sins

But I only felt guilty that He died on the cross

Now that I'm found I miss being lost

Now that I'm found I miss being lost

Well, I don't wanna suffer and I don't wanna die

I want the clouds parted in endless, blue sky

But someone up there has a different plan

Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned

Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned

Now that I'm saved, I wish I was damned

Now that I'm saved, I wish I was