why cant i remember days , years ,
only moments will live in me
im still hearing echos in my memory ,
which cannot be erased
a part that will live in my heart , things that cannot be left behind

with my arts of love
youll shout while i laugh
you speak to me
with no honesty
expecting kindness
from my side
ill try to show you
ill not harm you

sitting alone ,
listening to the sound of silence ,
feeling my breath gone away
im looking backwards to dusted scenses in my mind ,
in my memories
leading me to get stuck in the ellusions of my self

blured reality cant proof
whats left from the truth
i may not show faith to you
it may wound your soul

the world may sink visions into me ,
deep ones that i couldnt understand
freezed in a silent moment
ill never hope to try it one more time ,
unless it wears me to live the pain

time will help you
lies wount save you
my light will lead you
your fire will kill you...