i'm wasting my time again,
doing stuff i really hate.
there goes my life again. i'm slipping into my unhappy
state. i want to be better than anything i've been
before, and i only want to do stuff that i really want
to do. looking at myself clearly i can see what i want
to be, but my mind is always wandering off to get drowned
occasionally. you think that i have learned but you're
wrong, it's getting harder,
because the situation is getting worse and i'm not
getting any smarter. where is that rome you promised
that i could climb? i paid my admission and now you
won't let me ride. i'm sick of being disappointed and
i'm so sick of being bored.
i extended my love to you, instead you used your extension cord.