We walk and think and sink and love and fear.
We're afraid of earthing. Dizzy.
Spinning. Die. Die before it's all through.
Fall and hit my head on you.
Cut a coat pocket in my heart to save you.
Wait. On this corner I am coming.
This will be different. I've learned to feel different.
Not through capsules. Zipped up my coat.
I'm not so cold. Drained my acid mote.
I'm not so alone. I know. I left you.
In the mountains. I wrote you a letter.
But you needed the mountains.
And I had to get better. I'm not going to take back.
I meant everything. I sleep better,
crazy. I think better, sick.
Zipped up my coat. I'm not so cold.
I drained my acid mote. I'm not so alone.