Why can't I see to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the drugs I take
Pushed to the edge again

Can't seem to reach a point
Where I'm comfortable (I'm comfortable)
Awake but asleep
My mind is unreasonable (It's unreasonable)
Feeling so weak
I become too insecure (Too insecure)
I hate what I see
I want this life no more
No more
No more

Why can't I see to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the drugs I take
Pushed to the edge again

I need to believe that
Substance isn't a cure (Cure)
I'm feeling the need
To change this life I hold (Hold)
I'm looking to see but
Life's too unpredictable (Unpredictable)
Stuck in my ways
I'm trapped inside this hole
This hole
This hole

Why can't I see to step away
I forced myself to live this way
Tortured by the drugs I take
Pushed to the edge again

Why (It's how I feel)
Why (It's what is real)
Why (It's how I feel)
Why

I'm drifting away
I'm slipping away
I'm drifting away
Can't seem to heal

I'm feeling so weak
I've become too insecure
Stuck in my ways
I'm trapped inside this hole
Again

Tortured by the drugs I take
Pushed to the edge again

Why (It's how I feel)
Why (It's what is real)
Why (It's how I feel)
Why

You don't know how I feel
You don't know what is real
Now I feel
What is this
What is this
What is this
What is this

What is this