I should have mentioned it all
I should have wrote you a song
Not healing well
All of these splintering ends
How dare you bring this up to me
It took me years and years to leave
I spent my time pretending
Fight, survive, repress, and bury
Somewhere within me are the words I saved

Thank you, I owe you something
So I will be honest
And tell you just how you made me feel

I tried to say I'm sorry
You never heard it from me
Born in this place
I'm sick of feeling guilty
Read in me anything you want
Assume that I am still distraught
As long as we're re-living

Lie, forgive, move out, and bury
Where were you when I killed myself
last year?

I'm making new memories
Without the horror
I'm begging you
Let this story end

Fight, survive, regress, and bury
Where were you when I killed myself
last year?