One day I began to sense tremor

Now I don't know when I'm awake

Life is only blurred disturbance

I would like to open my eyes but I can't

Inside me grows a new kind of distress

When I realize that all this is true

I don't know when I slept last time

Or when I was conscious, have I ever been?

Am I alive?

Am I here?

I have no protection, sometimes I don't know

If I'm breathing or not

Over pounding darkness

I need to consolidate myself - Inside

Darkness deprives my mind

Senses fall behind

Ominous noises turn to truth in my head

My throat suffocates so I can't take a breath

The corrosion of my mind is ruining me

A sudden change with no reason

I'm uncertain of my existence

That consumes me from within