This is not me now
can you tell me
what am I becoming?
what am I doing to myself?
This is not me now
can you tell me
why I'm self destructing
How can I live with all this?

Chorus:
I am breaking to pieces
and how long will I lose this war
I can't take much more
 
I am losing now
will you help me
How can I explain this?
How can I justify myself?
I am losing now
will you help me
cause I can't remember
all that I've lived with for so long

Chorus: (x2) 
 
This is not me now
can you tell me
what am I becoming
what am I doing to myself
 
What am I doing to myself?
I'm self destructing
 
Chorus (x3)