everyday in boredom, it fills my mind

endless struggle to clear the process

Crimes of frustration clear the haze

existence is a fucking mess, morning remorse evening abandon

[chorus:]

saying you care but your looking aside

you created what you want to hide

morning remorse and evening abandon

never ending cycles of love and hate

happiness through pain and pain through regret

a thousand sun rises that I tried to create

[chorus:]

saying you care but your looking aside

you created what you want to hide

reckless abandon chemical hero

looks of respect disguise fucking disgust

feeling the sickness internal defeat

pretending to show compassion

living the lies that they will create

loving is lost and so is fate

living the lies that you will create

loving is lost and so is your fate

[chorus:]

saying you care but your looking aside

you created what you want to hide

reckless abandon chemical hero

looks of respect disguise fucking disgust

feeling the sickness internal defeat

pretending to show compassion