The things you tried to make me believe inTo live,
give, love and forgive I'm trying.
.. Never painless, emotional emptinessI always keep
raping myself this wayJust darkness,
I'm building myself a mountain of griefI'm left by
myselfNoose of guilt around my neckWill there be someone
here to listen?Self destructive,
or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time againTrue denial,
Am I suicidal?As my pain mounts upI really can't tell
anymoreNow I am I'm left by myselfFed up by thoughtsWill
there be someone here to listen?
Self destructive, or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time againCan't put my life on holdI
need to catch my breathSelf destructive,
or call it what you wantSelf deception,
I do it time and time again Halls of emptiness,
filled up with my mistakesStill rejected,
all that's left is loneliness.
..I'm left by myslefFed up by thoughtsThere were no
one here to listen Regret Forget