And still there comes another sunrise againClouded
by the shades of yesterdayStill I feel naiveté's hope
for changeMemories endured memory remainsPeel the skin
off this walking corpseFingernails scrape the skin
from off my backWhen the pain you feel is deliberate
masochistic and integralAnd all you know is you lived
it fought it but you gave up hopeNever let your pain
get in the wayYou told me I'd feel no painYou can always
count on itNot thinking about itWill never take awayTake
away my painFeel the things that make your heart turn
grayI wear mine proudly on my sleeveWhen all you taste
is your own blood filing up your mouth and throatThought
it didn't taste good you refused to let it make you
chokeI've become so much stronger since I've embraced
my painYou can always count on itCan you live with
itOnce you learn to live with itNothing can ever take
it awayYou can count onYou can depend onYou can take
fromI'm so proud of my pain