Here I stand aloneAbused by myselfScenes of suicideLike
a solid wall of fearNegativity overcomesPositivity
in meSelf pity, laughingScreaming in my earsThe fuse
is litThe fuse that makes me explodeThese questions
I askWho gives and who takes?
If the answer is god, wellWho am I?
His mistake?An endless battleAgainst depressive thoughtsBrief
moments of victory'Cause you know there is always more
to comeThe fuse is litThe fuse that makes me explodeI
amAloneSave meKill meSave meSane meSpent some time
in myself to find out who I amAll I found was painCan
I ever be saved?Kill me please,
set me free Save meKill meThe fuse is lit The fuse that makes me explode