Here we go!

I have to run, i have to hide
To be my self again for awhile
For you crave is what you want
Listen up this time I wont

I beat my head, I beat my mind
The only way to make you see
Trigger out the inside rage
Make it stop or else will

Oh I've seen it all
Theres nothing there for me
Oh I've seen it all
Theres nothing there!

This is not who I meant to be
With my self I disagree
Cant find out where to find my self
This is getting over my head

Always wander
Beneath and under
When I stand up
I wind up down
I cannot hold all
This hate inside
It seems like this will
Never end until i die!

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